Wednesday, October 5, 2011
Feel My Pain
You say this and that...you say that you love me. Love is not suppose to hurt like this. I dont think we could ever be again...I dont trust you to change what you say you will change. Now that I have walked out your life, you can now expierence the hurt I felt when you left me all alone for six months and did what you did...but oh I forgot my feelings dont count. Its okay..cuz now you feel my pain...it hurts like hell, huh? The many of nights I have cried about you..the many of nights I have prayed to God to make this work. Impossible. Though I miss you like crazy, I cant bring myself to even look at you. You walked out on me, and this time I said to myself, if you walked out....there would be no coming back. Not unless, God sees fit to bring you back into my life....space is needed right now and I would appreciate if you would respect that. I respect the fact that you wont be helping me..but please let me find myself and figure out what I want. Now do you feel my pain?
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You don't know shit about pain...u walk around here. Treating people lower than themselves and expect them to just take it and accept it. I see you laughing and talking with family and friends yet you barely cam speak with me without getting angry. You don't touch me like u use too, it like u have become an old woman that doesn't enjoy intimacy...I have done wrong....and for the rest of my life I will try to make amends for it.. yet u feel you've done. No wrong. Yes I flushed the ting, cuz if ee can't not move forward then there is no use thinking it will get there.
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